I find it really hard to be myself around men. It may have something to do with the fact that I have been working for London escorts for such a long time. When you work for a London escorts agency, you often end up having to play many different roles. My problem is that I think that I continue to do so in my private life. For instance, I would like to have a relationship and a great sex life, but I can’t get the two right. It is either one or the other.
Am I the only girl at our London escorts service to feel like this? I don’t think that I am. Very few of the girls I know well at our London escorts agency have any private relationship. Alternatively, they may have been in relationships but they have not worked out for them. One of the girls sums it up pretty perfectly. She says that when you work for London escorts, you kind of put on a mask. I would have to agree with that.
I think that when I leave London escorts, I am going to have to have some time to adjust. Working for charlotte escorts has completely taken over my life. There are some days when I don’t feel part of reality anymore. One of the biggest problems is working late at night. It is not like you can start to go out in the early hours of the morning. It is not only that. I do rush around a lot to make sure that I stay on top of keeping fit and many of the other things that you need to do when you are an escort. Like most other London escorts, I feel that I have very few friends outside of escorting.
As working for London escorts more or less controls my life, I don’t feel that I have a connection to anything else. Even when I go out with my friends from London escorts I found that it is hard to speak to men. After all, you really can’t tell a man that you work as an escort in London. Instead of telling a man what you do for a living, you often start to lie right away. That does not really do a lot for a relationship.
One of the girls said that working for London escorts is like an alternative existence. It is true. They kind of people that you meet are not really run of the mill folk. Since I have been working for London escorts, I have dated a lot of London bad boys. They have not treated me very nicely and I have to admit that has not helped at all. Sure, it would be nice to be in a sincere and honest relationship, but in order to achieve that, I think that I am going to have to change my own lifestyle.